That i cant get close to anyone anymore, i think ive changed. I dont ever want to feel vulnerable again.
In that rant, i said ficked up but in actuallllllity i meant fucked up.
When youre with someone for five months and tell them you love them, and they get scared and break it off but then realize that they made a huge mistake and now things are turning around and you realize that you ficked up and now all you want is what you had and i dont know if i can fucking trust you because i never want to feel this fucking way, ever again.
Isnt that neat?
I walk out of my room and my sister yells at me about having her favorite scrubs. She should have just asked for them back but its this huge fucking deal about how im irresponsible and apparently not good at really anything compared to her. Awesome. Once again.
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